Know The Holy Spirit


I Didn’t believe in Jesus, rarely read the bible and didn’t understand what I read but I have discovered the most important scriptures: James 4:12, do not judge, Galatians 5:14-15 to love each other, Hebrews 11:6 God is a rewarder and His reward is love , 1 Cor. 3:16 God’s Spirit dwells in you. Phil. 4:4 rejoice in the lord and let your gentleness be evident to all, The Lord is near.

Scroll down for the videos on healing. If you will spend 20 hours watching what  God does it will change you. I cry watching these, someone I gave them to said he cried. Can you imagine 1.1 million people in Africa at a revival held by Reinhardt Bohnke for example and countless people being healed, millions world wide. a child of 4-5 being healed of 26 serious health problems including blindness in a video the 26 miracles.

Your body is a temple for the Holy Spirit 1 Cor. 6:19 , I don’t exactly understand this but I guess that is why I felt incredible peace in my time of despair from losing my wife. And that was before I knew about The Holy Spirit.

Jesus told us in scriptures He will send a comforter John 14:16. It is The Holy Spirit and He will take away the worries of this world. This is mentioned elsewhere but in 2002-03 inn bed next to my wife who had been diagnosed with Alzheimer’s I would feel the most incredible love and peace come to me and it was so obvious I would say in my mind who are you what is your name. That was 11-12 years before I was baptized. This is worth repeating THE HOLY SPIRIT WILL TAKE AWAY YOUR WORRIES OF THIS WORLD LIKE SADNESS, YOUR DEPRESSION, YOUR FEAR, YOUR ADDICTIONS (IF YOU ARE SINCERE ABOUT IT) say Come Holy Spirit. There have been times I have received peace in less than a minute and recently it happened 3 times in a row when I got up to go the bathroom and peace came in a minute or less. I was asleep and woke up in an emotion of grief over my wife. Note it seldom happens that fast but later you will have forgotten your problem, it will come back but so will the Holy Spirit.

Prayer from St. Antiochus  O Holy Spirit, most merciful Comforter: You proceed from the Father in a manner beyond our understanding. Come, I beseech You, and take up your abode in my heart. Purify and cleanse me from all sin, and sanctify my soul. Cleanse it from every impurity, water its dryness, melt its coldness,  and save it from its sinful ways. Make me truly humble and resigned, that I may be pleasing to You, and that You might abide with me forever. Most Blessed Light, most Amiable Light, enlighten me. O Rapturous Joy of Paradise, Fount of Purest Delight, My God, give yourself to me and kindle in my innermost soul the fire of Your love. My Lord, instruct, direct, and defend me in all things. Give me strength against all immoderate fears and against despondency.
Bestow upon me a true faith, a firm hope, and a sincere and a perfect love.
Grant that I always do Thy Most Gracious Will. Amen

I discovered this in 2003-4 reading a book The Spiritual Path of Prayer, by Dr. Ron Roth, a former Catholic Priest who was so depressed he couldn’t leave the house and a friend came over and said say come Holy Spirit I need peace.

THE HOLY SPIRIT TELLS US THINGS IF WE LISTEN. EARS RINGING ; God talks to all of us but we are too busy to listen. I would guess I have only heard 1% of what God said or did. Like the time I was crying so hard laying next to Karen and my ears were ringing and my grief and sadness was over instantly. I didn’t realize ears ringing may be a sign God wants to say or do something until many years later I was in bed and had a thought and said why didn’t you tell me that earlier (telling God but not really expecting a reply and my ears were ringing and I had the thought I’VE BEEN DOING THAT FOR YEARS. Other times waking up I heard GO OUT AND HELP SOMEONE, ASK ME FOR PEACE, TELL ABOUT MY LOVE.

This isn’t a proven fact but if you hear ringing in your ears other than tinitis pay attention to the next thought that comes. Mathew 16“But blessed are your eyes, because they see; and your ears, because they hear. 17 I tell you the truth, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, but they didn’t see it. And they longed to hear what you hear, but they didn’t hear it.

SONGS to listen to on you tube:

  • Set A Fire – Jesus Culture w/ Lyrics7/19/17  I played the song SET A FIRE IN MY SOUL, after 30 mins I saw my spirit going to Rick and embracing him and I felt amazing love for him and it lasted several minutes. I think I have felt this a few times but not this intense and I felt he was healed. What was amazing is that I wasn’t even thinking about Rick, it just happened. 
  • Kim Walker Smith – Holy Spirit You Are Welcome Here
  • My Sweet Lord – Geo Harrison 2/1/18  listening to My Sweet Lord by Geo. Harrison which I have listened to many times the 2nd time it played I felt the love come up from my stomach and I cried. It was love that surpasses knowledge but this time it was love for Jesus, I listened 3 times and each time I felt love for Jesus and the last time was the most intense and I bent over. Maybe Jesus likes this song. I was imagining Him in front of me before I felt the love.Someone thought it was an odd song to see Jesus but I guess Jesus likes the song; Here is a quote from the Hindu Saint Tulsidas:   This and this alone is true religion: To serve thy brethren. This is sin above all other sin: To harm thy brethren, In such faith is happiness, In lack of it is misery and pain. Blessed be he who swerveth not, aside from this straight path., Blessed is he whose life is lived thus ceaselessly in serving God. Bearing others’ burdens and so alone, is life, true life, to be attained.
    Nothing is hard to him who, casting self aside, thinks only this:
    How may I serve my fellow man? this could have been said by Mother Teresa, Padre Pio or Jesus as it is what Jesus desires of us (close to 300 scriptures).
  • A New Hallelujah by Michael W. Smith
  • I Surrender’ from the Hillsong Worship  – 25 million views.
  • Reverend Timothy Wright – Jesus, Jesus, Jesus (Katrina Song)

These have happened dozens of times:

Reading a story of 23 y/o Brynne Larson performing exorcisms for 2,000 people I realized I had chuckled 3-4 times THE STORY WAS INTERESTING BUT NOT FUNNY SO I SAID WAS THAT YOU HOLY SPIRIT. I chuckled 8-10 more times and 15 minutes later writing this I felt the love for Jesus I have found many times but can’t seem to stay there.

-Watching Christian  tv program about being humble, a little later  Brian Houston came on and he said something like have you accepted Jesus into your heart and you just know AND AT THAT VERY MOMENT AN EMOTION OF  INCREDIBLE LOVE CAME OVER ME AND I PUT THE LAPTOP DOWN, TURNED THE TV DOWN AND SAT IN A CHAIR AND CRIED AND KNEW THIS WAS THE HOLY SPIRIT OR JESUS. It came from my heart and lasted several minutes .

-this was meditating which I don’t do well or often; I said ok I’m going to meditate. I got on my knees and after only 2-3 minutes I started laughing and laughed and cried on and off for 5-6 minutes, either I was filled with the HS or angels made me laugh which has been done before.

-6/17/17 7 am said prayers and while repeating Blessed Miguel Pro prayer I felt an emotion start in stomach and rise up like before and I felt love and cried a little. I believe, O Lord, but strengthen my faith, Heart of Jesus, I love Thee, but increase my love. Heart of Jesus, I trust in Thee, but give greater vigor to my confidence. Heart of Jesus,  I give my heart to Thee, but so enclose  it in Thee that it may never be separated  from Thee. Heart of Jesus, I am all Thine, but take care of my promise so that I  may be able to put it in practice even unto the complete sacrifice of my life. This is from Wikipedia about blessed Miguel Pro. One of the prayers I read is his . “ He wrote on that occasion: “How can I explain to you the sweet grace of the Holy Spirit, which invades my poor miner’s soul with such heavenly joys?    

DREAMS – once you become aware of The Holy Spirit you can tell which dreams are helpful and which are not. I have probably missed the majority of these:

  • 10/6/17 before bed I said Holy Spirit send me a pleasant dream of heavenly places. The dream I got was getting 4-5 flowers and it was just a handful and were the most beautiful flowers I have ever seen but I don’t know what kind and then I was given a bouquet of 8-10 more and I kept repeating I have to remember these flowers. I felt there was something very simple about them and at the same time something amazing. A couple of videos of people who have gone to heaven talk about the beauty of the flowers. Then I saw my laptop and phone which I think is telling me I use it too much. I mentioned this to someone and he said it was God telling you your laptop and phone are flowers because you use them for beautiful things like writing about signs from God, TO KNOW THE LOVE OF CHRIST, and watching videos of healing.
  • this was a negative dream and at some point I felt what I believed to be the comfort of The Holy Spirit and said thank you. a few seconds later I saw a rod like a staff thrown down to me but I knew it was a rod and in my conscious mind I moved so it wouldn’t hit me and fell at my feet. In the morning I looked up rod in the bible. most scriptures about a rod are punishment but since I felt comfort I think it is this one.  Psm. 23/4   Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
  • dream had to do with me taking a flying test to get pilot license with 2 instructors, one had my chart from my instructor 35 yrs. ago and he said there is a note here DOESN’T LIKE TO PRACTICE. The dream went on but I knew it was a message in reference to visualizing my spirit helping to heal others and  I am supposed to be practicing . In my dream I thought boy that was pretty creative.  Ten times I have driven past the a’port and said there’s a plane like ours or we should get a plane. The interesting thing is that it was a high wing plane not low wing like we had. Later in the day read the Power of Imagination, p. 141, “the Holy Spirit will also give you thoughts that paint a familiar picture, which allow you to connect with the bigger reality of what He wants you to see.” 
  • DREAM I was on my knees asking Jesus to do something- probably asked for Holy Spirit, I knew Jesus was there but couldn’t see him but knew He was all around me.
  • Holy Spirit admonishing me: Watching tv and right away the pastor started talking about the devil and it really annoyed me, he in particular seems to spend too much time on that topic instead of God’s love. I wrote a sarcastic email to his website. Subject of the email was the devil – really? And I pointed out reasons not to keep talking about it. last night in a dream in a factory setting I used a whip and lashed out at two people and one was going to tell a woman (a manager) who I respected and I would be embarrassed if she knew (I think the she is Karen) This was The Holy Spirit telling me not to send the email – I was reminded over 2 years ago about judging others. The other person I was criticizing was Billy Graham who said the Holy Spirit reminds us of things we did. I was going to say do you really think the Holy Spirit reminds us 15-20 times a day we are so worthless that we commit suicide because we feel so guilty. I REALIZED HOW FOOLISH I WAS AS Billy Graham has led millions of people to Jesus. IF YOU ARE GOING TO DO ANYTHING HASTY LET IT SIT OVERNIGHT.

VIDEOS OF HEALING IN THE NAME OF JESUS- You do not have to be a believer to receive – just the person doing it does. I was an unbeliever/doubter until age 70.

I have watched 600 plus hours of healing and sermons and I am 100% certain the healing and healers have a special understanding and not faked. This “special’ understanding is available to anyone if they seek it. My interest in watching the videos was to see the amazing signs, miracles, wonders of God. God cannot work in your life if you are angry, bitter, resentful, judgmental, always cynical (that was me).   If you, a relative, friend have an illness this may help and it doesn’t hurt.

To understand this watch you tube videos of Ministers Todd White, Pete Caberra, Jr., Tom Loud, Thomas Fischer, Mel Bond, Praying medic (former atheist), John G Lake Ministry, Kenneth Hagin Ministry, God’s Generals. Rev. Reinhardt Bohnke (led 76 million to Jesus in Africa), Bobby Conner, Heidi Baker, Bob Jones. These videos will lead to many others, no need to watch all of them but just to see how vast and real this is. Also see Sid Roth Supernatural on youtube. These people understand something most of us do not but all of us are capable. Some of the comments say they received healing while watching the videos.

Start with this video: rwshambach and the 26 miracles – 13 minutes. Not many stories are this incredible.

I have seen 30-40 Ministers doing this and they are teaching others. They have healed 100’s of thousands if not millions around the world. Jeremiah 30:17, NKJV. “For I will restore health to you and heal you of your wounds,’ says the Lord

Several scriptures mention healing:

  • Acts 4/30  Stretch out your hand with healing power; may miraculous signs and wonders be done through the name of your holy servant Jesus.”
  • Acts 14:3 Therefore they spent a long time there speaking boldly with reliance upon the Lord, who was testifying to the word of His grace, granting that signs and wonders be done by their hands.
  • John 14:12 Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these,
  • 1 Cor. 2:4  My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit’s power, 5so that your faith might not rest on human wisdom, but on God’s power.
  • 1 Cor. 4:20 For the Kingdom of God is not a matter of talk but of power.
  • Mark 16:17 these signs accompany all who believe and in My Name they will
  • Mark 16:20 They went forth preaching, working with the Lord and confirming the word with signs.
  • Lu 9:2    and he sent them out to proclaim the kingdom of God and to heal the sick
  • Lu 10/9  Heal the sick who are there and tell them, ‘The kingdom of God has come near to you.’
  • Lu 11/28 Jesus replied, “But even more blessed are all who hear the word of God and put it into practice.”
  • Mat 10/8  “Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse the lepers, cast out demons. Freely you received, freely give.
  • Mrk 3/15 and to have authority to cast out the demons.

I don’t recall anyone mentioning this however if you receive a healing in my opinion you should move closer to Jesus. That is to praise, give thanks daily, read the bible, read Eph Ch. 1, 2, 3 until it sinks in (may take weeks) . Play beautiful music an hour a day like Amazing Grace, Why Me Lord by Johnny Cash, Holy Spirit You are Welcome Here (many from Bethel Church).  I say I love you Jesus,  thank you Jesus for loving me, forgiving me, saving me, healing me, thank you for my prosperity (even if you don’t feel you have it now).


Forgot the best part – healing is free, a gift from God. Just know, God is real, Jesus didn’t die and there are scriptures to tell us about healing and the Kingdom of God is near – Mat 10:7-8, Mat. 12:28, Mrk 12:34, Lu. 17:2 (and others). I asked God to stop my drinking after 35 years of being an alcoholic and He did but I didn’t accept Jesus for another 15 years at age 70 but I kept getting signs from God. God hears and there are several scriptures confirming this. Two scriptures describe what happened to me: Romans 10:20 (God said) I was found by those who did not seek me I revealed myself to those who did not ask and 1 Tim 1:13 even tho I was a blasphemer, a persecutor and violet man I was shown mercy because of my ignorance and unbelief And the grace of our Lord overflowed to me, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus

NOTE: I’m not claiming stop seeing your doctor but I have seen impossible conditions healed. I have cast out demons from myself, healed my knee, hip, back and I mean Jesus did it. I have a rotator cuff tear that has not been healed completely and I fell backwards 4-5 feet into a steel rack and was certain I had torn it more from the pain but nothing more happened and the pain went away. I thought I might need hip surgery within a year (two years ago) but it is healed from arthritis. I threw a disc out in my back lifting and could not stand up straight, I put my hand on it and commanded healing, took a nap and when I woke up I was surprised it was healed (yes I had a doubt but Jesus didn’t).A piece of wood hit my knee cap from the wood splitter and I was on the ground 2-3 minutes, got up and said I’m done for the day and in 10 minutes I was back working without a bruise or mark. I had a cough so bad I couldn’t sleep and the 2nd night it was completely stopped at 10:30 pm and I did not cough one more time all night. I had a lump on the side of my knee for 2 weeks that was spreading and I had 3 places on my knee that felt like it was in my bone and very painful to touch. I said Jesus I don’t know what is going on but you do and if this needs healing I pray you heal this problem and did. I have sleep apnea so bad there are days I don’t want to go on but I do not have head aches as is common. One time my neck was adjusted to breath better and it was like the night the cough was stopped. None of us go on forever here so maybe heart failure will be my end. However I have learned we are all spirits so this isn’t the end.                                                  My faith came by seeing and seeing signs, wonders and miracles. Try it yourself, maybe Jesus is waiting for you to ask, to believe, and to receive. I don’t take any prescriptions drugs or have health issues at age 70.

As a Christian I understand God knows all I do and as God is my witness I swear my healings happened. I have discovered The Holy Spirit is real and I have received peace too many times to count as did and some I have prayed for.

May the God of Hope fill you with peace, love, joy as you trust in Him so you may overflow with hope by the power of The holy Spirit Romans 15:13

As a Christian I understand God knows all I do and as God is my witness I swear my healing’s happened. There are Ministers in Santa Barbara and Thousand Oaks doing this so call if you would like help. Ron -805-895-5710

woke up sometime singing a song that rhymed and had a tune but was so tired from trying to stay awake I couldn’t remember but the key line was if you say God come help me out–something like that :


  • there’s glory in the Lord for you, when worry and stress has you down,                it’s His love that can be found,                                                                                                if you say God come help me out,                                                                                          I know his love will be right there,                                                                                      He’s the only one that’s always there,                                                                                waiting to be called.
  • SONG  asleep realized I was repeating oh my love, oh my love, oh my love. Seemed like it had a rhythm so I kept repeating in my mind thinking it would flow into other verses, after 3-4 minutes I said in my mind Holy Spirit do you have any other verses, then got all your love, all your love, for your love I’ll find a way, all your love, all your love, fill me with your love today, all your love , repeat, for His love I’ll find a way, with his love I’ll live today, with his love I’ll be ok, with His love I’ll shine today, glory will be mine today.
  • sometime in the night I was dreaming and singing: WAKE ME UP FROM MY SLEEP LORD, SHAKE ME FROM MY SLEEP LORD, EVE-R SO OFTEN       TELL ME YOU ARE HERE I realized it was a message and woke up and wrote this and started to go back to sleep then got this LET ME HEAR YOUR VOICE LORD, LET ME HEAR YOU CALLING. EVE-R SO OFTEN TELL ME WHAT TO DO, IF I ONLY KNEW LORD YOU WOULD BE HERE WITH ME, I WOULD TRY SO HARD LORD JUST TO BE WITH YOU.
  • Thank you God for all you do for me, Thank you God for watching over me, thank you God for everything I see, thank you God for all your love for me, thank you God for all that I can be, thank you God for not giving up on me, thank you god for all there is to see, thank you God for angels helping me, thank you for your Holy Spirit in me, thank you for your joy Lord Thank you for your Joy, shine your light through me Lord, shine your light through me, thank you God for always helping me.